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Thursday, November 11, 2004

"Life can be fair and just, and justice will be served if logic, fairness and a sound sense of judgment prevails. ...

The Justice card, needless to say, often represents legal issues or events; most traditional Tarot cards feature the sword and scales. When this card appears in a reading concerning legal affairs such as divorce proceedings, alimony payments or any legal battle, it is normally a positive sign that any ruling will be in your favor.

The card can also represent contracts and agreements so, again, it can be a good omen for business deals and proposals.

It is a card that suggests you seek or give sound advice based on cool logic and reason. In other words, it is best not to allow unruly emotions to influence you in any situation where legal issues are a concern.

In a situation where the Justice card is surrounded by negative cards, it can mean that an injustice could be experienced or that a legal ruling may go against you. Tread carefully when such cards come up and certainly seek wise counsel. It would be best not to make any hasty or impulsive decisions when such a reading comes up.

In relation to business deals or proposals, negative cards around the Justice card could mean you may be unsuccessful in securing a deal or contract. Here too, it would be wise to seek further advice and exercise caution.

However, there is a greater or deeper meaning to the Justice card beyond its legal ramifications. It is deemed a very karmic card, a card of adjustment and fairness at a more spiritual level.

When it appears in your reading, it can mean that if you have been the victim of ill will or misfortune, the wrong will be put right and fate will turn in your favor. Issues of honesty, integrity and idealism are paramount when this card appears. "



Well... Sometims it is scary that Tarot can be so prophetic and accurate. I just got my essay returned yesterday, because I copied some from internet. Despite tutor's scolding, I have to rewrite the whole thing all over again, by next Monday. I couldn't remember how I got out of my tutor's office, what i could remember was just full of shame and a lot of unbearable tears. Luckily, my friends were accompanying me. We talked about tennis, movies, night pub and etc. Laughters helped to push my tears back and evenually, let out a smiling face. Thank you Z and D.

Also, thanks to Tarot, just hope that next time, you can come earlier.

Grey

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Why people use blue to describe one's down mood? Blue is such a nice color... give me a cool and serenity feeling. I can't see any connection between this beautiful color and a sophisticated psychological problem...

(shrug) People are just mad.

I am feeling grey.

I don't know, just feeling down. (Don't look me like that..) Well, ok, I have to admit that most of the time, when I say I don't know, that's not what I mean. I just don't want to talk about anything. It's logic, isn't it?When people feel like messing up in their minds or huge rocks lying on their hearts, they simply don't want to open their mouth. "I don't know."is the most convenient and excusable way to escape. To escape from the things they are digging with, to escape from the people they are socialising with, to escape the world they are frustrating with, to escape ... whatever.

I am wondering how is the outer space look like? Bananas shopping with tomatoes?Or hamsters dancing with turtles? I must be like an alien to them... Ah ha, a good chance to become a celebrity! Perhaps!! The prince of outer space will even propose to me!

Emmm...I am sure will consider about it.

I mean, provided he is not a chimpanzee.

Cambridge

Monday, September 13, 2004

Cambridge, a world-famous university,my friend was leaving for that...The grandeur magnificent ancient buildings, the peaceful and beautiful river, the cold UK winter and the very original British accent...Yah, that is Cambridge University of Britain.

I was singing on a swing with my friends at Kent Ridge Hall in NUS when I received her phone call. She told me that she was in the Changi airport right then and she said we should keep in touch forever. In return, I said take care, kisses, don't forget to sent me photos,you will be my tour guide when I go to UK and keep in touch.

Keep in touch. The same sentence. I always feel that when somebody say keep in touch to me, I should say it also to him or her, so that there will be some kind of connection between us. Otherwise the line between us will be disconnected..

However, the moment I hung up my phone, I felt lost..Not only about her, but also about myself. There is no line in my hand. We have been friends for four years, during which, we shared our laughter and tear, our happiness and sorrow. She is that kind of blur blur girl, always forgets this or forgets that. But she is also such a lovely girl that there is always smile on her face. Just because of a little joke, she can laugh to the end of the world!

I smiled when all these memories rushed into my head. But she left. She is not one of my best friends, but her leaving still made me feel down.

Even my best friend can't keep in touch with me as she promised, what else can I demand from this friend? She just left.

secret_garden

Friday, September 10, 2004

secret_garden

My secret garden

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Breeze~~
Flower, grass and the little white rabbit ...
Smile ...
I know they belong to me and my secret garden ...